I am not alone

Tension running high today....... wow, I don't think I have ever been in a class where the looks on everyone's face explains it all. We took a test today and of course that means I spent yesterday..(in between my breakdown) and Monday night studying my butt off for this test...APRIL DID IT PAY OFF???? But I am excited in a weird way that I am not alone when it comes to crunch time and stressing out!!!!
I woke up today took a shower, got dressed, and left. In about 10min into my drive it started snowing, how sucky. Not only does it start snowing but like it's suppose to be some sort of "big snow storm" great now I thought I was going to be stuck in Fairmont..2 1/2hrs away from home..whatever! But I pressed on!! trust me I didn't want to I wanted to go home, but kept on going. Thank GOD that the snow waited to get really bad until I got home, granted took me OVER 3HRS TO GET HOME..why you ask, because I was going 40mph because the roads were a little bad, and there were like 3 bad wrecks and I wanted to be safe.
Because of the weather Mike (from fingerspelling) can be greatful cause I couldn't stay for fingerspelling SO NO BEAT DOWNS TODAY!...and trust me there was alot of aggression I could have let out!! :) Overall after finishing the test I feel better. I called GRANDMA today...she's my encourager!! Now this woman is the only grandma I have and really the only immediate family member that even contacts me (besides dad,mom,violet,mother..yes two mom's its weird)aw..poor me. But back on track, I called grandma and told her about my emotional breakdown lastnight that I felt my life was going crazy, lack of sleep, hardly anytime with kids, tired of driving, blah blah blah....She told me she knew it was hard but hang in there it will be worth it..! What a wonderful woman..Even in her 70 + (your not getting her age :) yrs she is still encouraging me..i love her. That woman is my inspiration to interpreting! If it wasn't for her I would not be in this program. I don't think I can do it, but she does. She told me she can see improvement...YEAH! RIGHT NOW I AM FEELING GOOD..DON'T BURST MY BUBBLE! So either the Deaf community one day will thank Grandma for encouraging me because I will be a great interpreter or they will HATE her for encouraging me on because they think I suck....WHICH ONE WILL IT BE??????